So my friend is pregnant. Again. Her third this time.
My other friend just had her third, her first boy.
*takes a deep breath*
It's not fair! Why don't I ever get one?
I'm trying to be strong and whatever. I have to make an appointment with the doctor. I've tried giving options to hubby to see if we can get his sperm count up. No aspartame etc. Some he goes for, a lot he doesn't.
I don't want to be petty and jealous but when someone tells me they're pregnant and i want to be happy for them, all I can think is like Phoebe from friends, "I want to keep one."
I want to have one of my own a little boy or little girl to raise and love and take care of. When do I get one?
Do I get one? *unhappy sighs*
pray for me?
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