So Sleep Deprived I can't even complete a senten

Well, It's been nearly a year since I've written. I have a baby now, it takes a lot out of you and of course, your free time is pretty much non-existent. She will soon be 1 year old. It makes me sad that she's getting so big but at the same time I can't wait for her to get bigger so I can take her to things like Clifton Hill in Niagara Falls or Wis Dells in Wisconsin. The reason I'm writing now is because I'm currently 12-13 weeks pregnant again! After all that time wondering if I would even get one, I'm now going to have 2 under 2 years within 2 years! My little peanut is going to be a big sister! The nausea came on stronger and earlier with this pregnancy than it did with my first pregnancy. So here's hoping there's also an early end to the morning sickness as well. We've started sleep training our first born. So if you ever see something like this: "Day 1 May 1-2 Woke up to A screaming @ 3:29am went to train. Fought with P 18-20 attempts (had to pee at 16-18) 4:36am back to sleep P kept going Success at 5:18" it's notes from me desperately trying to get my peanut to fall asleep in her own crib after a long year of having her crash with her father or I or both of us. I'm determined that she should sleep on her own and I don't want her to feel like I'm abandoning her so this works but it certainly takes time and patience... My stomach is doing weird things to me, like preventing me from eating foods I like and making me sick to my stomach at smells and textures and a lot of different other things. I can't wait to be able to eat normally again. The odd thing is that my body has been craving fruit! like A LOT of fruit! plums, grapes, different fruit juices... weird. I think that's it. Here's hoping I can get my little one to sleep before I write too many of these weird notes...