But until you have kids yourself,

Wow.
Have you ever been slapped in the face by one stupid sentence?

Never has anyone hurt me so much, and hopefully unintentionally, as this one girl did by saying this one seemingly innocuous sentence.

My body is shaking and I'm crying and I don't even know if she knows how much damage she has caused by saying that one sentence. She doesn't know that Pat and I have been trying for a year now and have had no luck having children.

She doesn't know that I want a baby more than anything and by saying this she doesn't realize that by saying this she is driving a knife into my heart.

I've heard people say things like this too many times and they might seem innocent but it's like saying "I have children, and you don't, so you're not a good a human being as I am. Because you can't possibly know what it's like to be a mother like me."

If it were anyone else I would call them on it, but I've already been accused by this person and others that I "get everything handed to me on a silver platter" so for me to say anything would just sound petty and insecure, which to be honest Is what I'm feeling right now.

I've had such a great couple of days that this just seems like an anchor around my neck after being in the clouds for so long. *sigh*

I can't believe I could feel this way. It's like high school all over again.
I might right more when I'm in a better mood.